for once, i actually enjoy my birthday celebration at home. i just cannot believe that 1105 people actually came to my house. i mean, its SO FAR. i really love them like crazy. and when someone made me angry they were all so supportive and caring and :D gosh i dunno how much more i can love this class.

can you imagine? 1105 playing volleyball at my house?!


wow. next thursday is my 17th birthday.

its just weird that it would arrive so quickly. time really doesnt wait for anyone at all. It seems like ytd when i had my disappointing 16th birthday.sucks that this year, my birthday is also the internal deadline for PI submission. sigh my birthday really sucks.

when i look back, i keep wondering if i had been using my time wisely. my hectic timetable and workload has really pushed me and i feel like i am currently a better person, even though my test results and homework standards may say otherwise. but i feel, that maybe, i have become more productive and at the same time, more tired. jc is really tiring. but 1105 makes everything worth while. it just saddens me to think of the short time we have together as a class. i will miss all of them :( though i cant wait to see them becoming botaks :D

some teachers and PI have been agitating me and infuriating me, but i think i'll pull through. there's no other way out, because poly is definitely not for me.

i have been...placing too many attention on unnecessary stuff, and i have been reflecting about it... and trying to change, to improve myself. its kinda weird that i'm doing this, because i'm not like that in sec schl. i'm not exactly focusing during lectures and my econs&chem are now pretty screwed up la. :( so sad. PI is now low ME, WHICH IS AWESOME and now i have to buck up to get EE. I WILL GET EE. NO MATTER WHAT. :D

and i feel so guilty for delaying the classtee... sigh once GPP is over and done with i'll get to work immediately... sigh. adrian says he doesnt do such stuff so yeah i'll have to TRY!!! :D pretty cool.



Work load is OVERWHELMING. though i'm sure i can get it done. its just the revision... :( feel so sad no time to study. :((






right, just a quick update on school. there's really no words to describe how great 1105 is or how lucky i am to be in this class. they're just awesome. :D

wish me luck for PI. *crosses finger*


AND TIME REALLY FLIES!!!!!

cliche, i know. but its march and it arrived WAY too fast. its like i'm still a freshmen and all and suddenly POOF its gonna be minyu's birthday AGAIN. wow.

1105's really, really awesome. i think that i am really very fortunate to have these people as my classmates AND its really cool that i can click with everyone of them :) it took time BUT I DID IT. heh heh.

my class is really INTO games :) i like that about them haha, make us seem more UNIQUE and FUN? haha. whenever 1105 is somewhere, you will hear noise. :)

alot of holiday homework this week and i am officially DYING. :(





zzzz gotta go BYE


hey i'm back.

feeling really awesome today as i was released at 2.30pm AND i went back to my secondary school cca - swimming. i really miss cckss. NY's awesome and all, but sometimes you just miss the good old days where you could slack for 4 hours AND NOT pay for it the next day. plus the NY's culture is really different. Dudes in my class doesnt know what's mango/zhuang lan. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!

somehow, 1105's getting alot better. i feel that there's this tight knit bond between us that'll get better. granted, there're some stray ones but i'm sure over time, we WILL STICK together. Seeing the sabo-ed CT rep doing his job, this really huge wave of nostalgia hit me. Even though being monitress and vice-cap was a huge pain in the ass, i all in all really love working with the people around me and being able to make the different characters mix in and bond. i miss even the boring admin stuff like collecting things etc. today when i saw the ct rep trying to collect the consent forms, out of habit i started commenting on what he could do to make his job easier. but you know me, my words always comes out harsher. :( so he took it the wrong way and yeah. wanted to tell him old habits die hard, but then i would be like rubbing into his face that i was a monitress etc.

somehow, i'm kinda wanting to be the class chairperson. idk. i wanted to mention it, but no balls. :( like those subj reps too. but SIGH i wonder. plus if i mentioned it, it would ruin the fun cos we're sabo-ing the ct rep TOGETHER and if i volunteer to be ct rep than its like, party-pooper. :/ really in a dilemma. plus he's already made the CT rep. temporary one, but you know how the temp becomes the real one. well. i'll just let nature take its course. plus he's not really doing a good job with the admin shit... well i'll just see what the class wants. though i really need to keep my comments to myself because these people are not very close to me and i cant be as straightforward as i was in cckss. i might offend people. :(

i really love my class. mixing well with some of the dudes too, socialising with them as well. though i hope they wont take it the wrong way. i just see that they're not really mixing in and so i go enthu over them to PULL them into the circle you know? in case they fall right off the page and it'll be too late by then. and they seemed anti-social but they turned out to be alright. looks really can be deceiving. at least one of them understands my humour. :D

girls-wise, also good. the girls in my class so far no bitchy types, which is totally awesome. got pretty ones (actually all pretty la except me) but they're not the stereotypes so yep i'm glad with that.

as for homework...really not coping well. it just piles and piles. PLUS the timetable leaves me with no time for homework or revision. i dont know if staying up to revise is worth my extra sleep because i would probably doze off during lectures AND that would be a HUGEEEE mistake. i rather forgo revision. but consistency is the key and i'm just doubting if my decision is right. oh well. common test results would be self-explanatory i guess.


I LOVE ECONS. its fucking awesome. can you imagine, me, emaths hater, CAN LIKE DATA ANALYSIS!?!?!? its either i'm a fucking miracle, or Mr Derek Lee is an effing walking miracle. i think we're really lucky to have great tutors and lecturers. though maths tutor is really fast and she speaks too soft. maybe i'll tell her next week. MAYBE. still trying to pluck up my courage to SPEAK UP in class. i think once i get myself acquainted with the tutors i can speak up but i wonder when would that happen. CHINESE ROCKS TOO bcos mr zhou is also fricking awesome. like seriously. i like him alot. i respect him too. biology rocks, as usual. no surprise there. chem tutor is great as well, totally could understand her chem teaching. lucky me.

my maths is being screwed up BIG TIME. need to work doubly hard for that as well as biology. because my classmates can spit out facts like crazy and i have to flip flip to find the fact LOL. my chinese also CMI in the class sia. those chimerlogy phrases and poems and chengyu and yanyu THEY ALL FCKING KNOW THE MEANING. wtf right. i also dont know how i got an A1 for chinese. miracle.




okay so, so far i've been enjoying my journey in NYJC (not the journey TO nyjc)and i feel that the extra time needed to travel to nanyang is worth it most of the time. but need to work 4 times harder than the rest because i dont have the added benefit of living near to nanyang.






OKAY SO I REALLY GTG. i miss cckss. ;(


yeah we're getting owned by ny lecturers, chem only has already 23 questions. biology is 16 pages long AND i need to memorise and read through biology notes. :O not to mention MATH and REVISION OF ECONS and PLAYING WITH MY GC and GP NOTESSCRAWLS and PW :ooooo


screwed. but i'm liking it at nanyang. good environment. though i'm not exactly fitting in with my class... but oh well. if i can make friends with random people and still say hi to each other I DONT BELIEVE that i cant fit in with 1105. nuuh-uhh. failure isn't an option for me. sharonkhoo can make friends ANYWHERE.

and no one from cckss believe that i'm fcking quiet with my og. :O i know, i dont believe it too. and they also cant believe that i'm not fitting in. because apparently i can mix with anyone from any clique and make it work. so, i guess i need some warming up because after 4 years of being in the same school with people, i'm not used to it. plus nanyang's culture is really different from cckss. like 1/7 2/7 3/7 4/7 antics are considered EXTREME and when i tell my new friends about what is the norm in my class they're like :O and act as if my class and i are like mean bullies. weird much? the culture is really different. wonder how am i gonna fit in when i'm in uni, even more refined culture. :( i miss cckss so much. love my class. i now cherish those precious moments of bondness of 4/7 back in 2010. because when i look at my CT, i'm like, "This class is gonna die." because there's awkwardness i guess. no straight out bond. but people in my class are communicating already so i think that we'll get better (i hope).

beginning to struggle with homework. lecturers are crazy. going to jog tmr too :O i dont know what possessed me to suggest the activity to siying. sigh i'm gonna stick thru with it BCAUSE I NEED TO PASS NAPFA lol to be able to do PE enrichment :) CLAY TARGET SHOOTING!!!!







OHMYFUCKINGGOD my timetable is out :( more mugging, i'm so not used to studying. sigh die die. okay i have to go. will blog soon i guess. i need an outlet for all of these thoughts in my mind.

crossing my fingers and hoping that 1105 will be awesome and i will be more of an Influencing personality than a Compliant and Careful person. i used to be a Dominant Driver but now i'm a nerd.


ROAR. i want to blog :C


but there's WORK to be done :O opportunity cost of mugging :(


been doing nanyang notes and homework for the whole day :(
i don't know if i'm supposed to do maths but they said it was O level stuff and we were supposed to self-study it and complete the assignment given.

BUT I SWEAR, THERE ARE STUFF IN THE NOTES THAT I DONT UNDERSTAND.

and the questions in the assignment? bollocks, its not ALL o level stuff. what the fck is sin(nx)=? i mean, if you asked sin120 or something i would know, or sin2x, BUT SIN(NX)? what the crap?

sigh, i really hope its NORMAL to not know how to do some sums. :( if not i'm in deep shit. and its only INSTRUCTIONAL MANUALS. T.T i am so dead.

Still got 6 books to complete BEFORE monday. :(( i need to finish reading them BECAUSE THEY WERE ALL SO HARD TO FIND I'M NOT GOING TO RETURN THEM BEFORE I FINISH THEM :(



still have many worries on school... wonder what my new life would be like? i hope my batch of schoolmates would be as FUN, awesome and outgoing as my seniors. if not, life at nanyang would pretty much suck, even though i love the school. and i still have that issue on joining two ccas... wish i had someone close to me who has the experience to discuss with.. all my close seniors all FLOCKED to polys and with me being the first within my cousins to go to JC, i pretty much have no one to turn to. oh well. its more of people ASKING me about JC then me asking. i mean, come on. i'm just barely a NYJCian for what, 10 days? i need more info to feed me. GOSH i'm nervous about school. and photographic society. i wonder how well i would fare in there? thinking of joining drama too, but i dont have the balls to get on stage and act. i'm not THAT gutsy. plus i dont even think i can act. i have stage fright. told you i was a wuss.

as for ISLE, i dont mind joining there but with clifton there... -.- idk la. its kind of weird between us. we dont "click", if you get what i mean. so its pretty awkward between us most of the time. its the first time i'm awkward with someone, i'm usually HIGH and annoying and loud. but at nanyang, i pretty much let others do the high-ing. i'm just this quiet girl sitting at the corner, being casted as an outcast. SIGH I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. if my juniors back at cckss saw me in action at nanyang, they'll probably think i was sick or something, because i'm usually crazy. like fcking crazy. edging on mangoes, shouting, cussing and making a truckload full of dirty jokes and full of sarcasm. really dont know what happened to me while i was in orientation. bits of the real me came out duing disco night where i was going crazy with my new friends, but after that i was pretty much back to the quiet noob.





i've been doing loads of thinking and its pretty much driving me crazy. :/ oh well, if i'm not thinking then i'm not sharon khoo. its one of the reasons why i cant sleep at night, i think too much.




















OKAY GOT TO GO cos i needa finish up my books and do my maths :( BYEBYE.