hey i'm back.

feeling really awesome today as i was released at 2.30pm AND i went back to my secondary school cca - swimming. i really miss cckss. NY's awesome and all, but sometimes you just miss the good old days where you could slack for 4 hours AND NOT pay for it the next day. plus the NY's culture is really different. Dudes in my class doesnt know what's mango/zhuang lan. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!

somehow, 1105's getting alot better. i feel that there's this tight knit bond between us that'll get better. granted, there're some stray ones but i'm sure over time, we WILL STICK together. Seeing the sabo-ed CT rep doing his job, this really huge wave of nostalgia hit me. Even though being monitress and vice-cap was a huge pain in the ass, i all in all really love working with the people around me and being able to make the different characters mix in and bond. i miss even the boring admin stuff like collecting things etc. today when i saw the ct rep trying to collect the consent forms, out of habit i started commenting on what he could do to make his job easier. but you know me, my words always comes out harsher. :( so he took it the wrong way and yeah. wanted to tell him old habits die hard, but then i would be like rubbing into his face that i was a monitress etc.

somehow, i'm kinda wanting to be the class chairperson. idk. i wanted to mention it, but no balls. :( like those subj reps too. but SIGH i wonder. plus if i mentioned it, it would ruin the fun cos we're sabo-ing the ct rep TOGETHER and if i volunteer to be ct rep than its like, party-pooper. :/ really in a dilemma. plus he's already made the CT rep. temporary one, but you know how the temp becomes the real one. well. i'll just let nature take its course. plus he's not really doing a good job with the admin shit... well i'll just see what the class wants. though i really need to keep my comments to myself because these people are not very close to me and i cant be as straightforward as i was in cckss. i might offend people. :(

i really love my class. mixing well with some of the dudes too, socialising with them as well. though i hope they wont take it the wrong way. i just see that they're not really mixing in and so i go enthu over them to PULL them into the circle you know? in case they fall right off the page and it'll be too late by then. and they seemed anti-social but they turned out to be alright. looks really can be deceiving. at least one of them understands my humour. :D

girls-wise, also good. the girls in my class so far no bitchy types, which is totally awesome. got pretty ones (actually all pretty la except me) but they're not the stereotypes so yep i'm glad with that.

as for homework...really not coping well. it just piles and piles. PLUS the timetable leaves me with no time for homework or revision. i dont know if staying up to revise is worth my extra sleep because i would probably doze off during lectures AND that would be a HUGEEEE mistake. i rather forgo revision. but consistency is the key and i'm just doubting if my decision is right. oh well. common test results would be self-explanatory i guess.


I LOVE ECONS. its fucking awesome. can you imagine, me, emaths hater, CAN LIKE DATA ANALYSIS!?!?!? its either i'm a fucking miracle, or Mr Derek Lee is an effing walking miracle. i think we're really lucky to have great tutors and lecturers. though maths tutor is really fast and she speaks too soft. maybe i'll tell her next week. MAYBE. still trying to pluck up my courage to SPEAK UP in class. i think once i get myself acquainted with the tutors i can speak up but i wonder when would that happen. CHINESE ROCKS TOO bcos mr zhou is also fricking awesome. like seriously. i like him alot. i respect him too. biology rocks, as usual. no surprise there. chem tutor is great as well, totally could understand her chem teaching. lucky me.

my maths is being screwed up BIG TIME. need to work doubly hard for that as well as biology. because my classmates can spit out facts like crazy and i have to flip flip to find the fact LOL. my chinese also CMI in the class sia. those chimerlogy phrases and poems and chengyu and yanyu THEY ALL FCKING KNOW THE MEANING. wtf right. i also dont know how i got an A1 for chinese. miracle.




okay so, so far i've been enjoying my journey in NYJC (not the journey TO nyjc)and i feel that the extra time needed to travel to nanyang is worth it most of the time. but need to work 4 times harder than the rest because i dont have the added benefit of living near to nanyang.






OKAY SO I REALLY GTG. i miss cckss. ;(