been doing nanyang notes and homework for the whole day :(
i don't know if i'm supposed to do maths but they said it was O level stuff and we were supposed to self-study it and complete the assignment given.

BUT I SWEAR, THERE ARE STUFF IN THE NOTES THAT I DONT UNDERSTAND.

and the questions in the assignment? bollocks, its not ALL o level stuff. what the fck is sin(nx)=? i mean, if you asked sin120 or something i would know, or sin2x, BUT SIN(NX)? what the crap?

sigh, i really hope its NORMAL to not know how to do some sums. :( if not i'm in deep shit. and its only INSTRUCTIONAL MANUALS. T.T i am so dead.

Still got 6 books to complete BEFORE monday. :(( i need to finish reading them BECAUSE THEY WERE ALL SO HARD TO FIND I'M NOT GOING TO RETURN THEM BEFORE I FINISH THEM :(



still have many worries on school... wonder what my new life would be like? i hope my batch of schoolmates would be as FUN, awesome and outgoing as my seniors. if not, life at nanyang would pretty much suck, even though i love the school. and i still have that issue on joining two ccas... wish i had someone close to me who has the experience to discuss with.. all my close seniors all FLOCKED to polys and with me being the first within my cousins to go to JC, i pretty much have no one to turn to. oh well. its more of people ASKING me about JC then me asking. i mean, come on. i'm just barely a NYJCian for what, 10 days? i need more info to feed me. GOSH i'm nervous about school. and photographic society. i wonder how well i would fare in there? thinking of joining drama too, but i dont have the balls to get on stage and act. i'm not THAT gutsy. plus i dont even think i can act. i have stage fright. told you i was a wuss.

as for ISLE, i dont mind joining there but with clifton there... -.- idk la. its kind of weird between us. we dont "click", if you get what i mean. so its pretty awkward between us most of the time. its the first time i'm awkward with someone, i'm usually HIGH and annoying and loud. but at nanyang, i pretty much let others do the high-ing. i'm just this quiet girl sitting at the corner, being casted as an outcast. SIGH I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. if my juniors back at cckss saw me in action at nanyang, they'll probably think i was sick or something, because i'm usually crazy. like fcking crazy. edging on mangoes, shouting, cussing and making a truckload full of dirty jokes and full of sarcasm. really dont know what happened to me while i was in orientation. bits of the real me came out duing disco night where i was going crazy with my new friends, but after that i was pretty much back to the quiet noob.





i've been doing loads of thinking and its pretty much driving me crazy. :/ oh well, if i'm not thinking then i'm not sharon khoo. its one of the reasons why i cant sleep at night, i think too much.




















OKAY GOT TO GO cos i needa finish up my books and do my maths :( BYEBYE.