hey yo.

haven't been posting since WAAAY back. the last post i was freaking out about Os and now, i'm a JC1 in nanyangjc, my dream school. everything seems so surreal. i'll bet that no one even blogs these days and everyone would have given up on my blog and so no one would probably read this but, i'll do this anyway.


time flies and its CNY 2011 already. my brother's in NS and life's pretty fucked up except for my school life cos everything's going well in that department. i love nanyang, and i had never for once regret coming to nanyang.

orientation rocked, even though jackson lost(though i cant understand why we lost cos we OWNED monroes in games). plenty of hot guys in nyjc and thats pretty much making my day. :D shallow, i know.

my OGLs were really nice and fun to be with even though clifton was really lame with all his cold jokes. amanda ROCKED the house and angel was well, pretty much an angel. ALL AMAZING PEOPLE, just like every one else in nanyang. though i cant say that for my current batch... we seem, boring and bland as compared to our seniors. maybe being a NYJCian for a year will change that. i am looking forward to the official start of JC1 term and hope i get a good class :) hotstuff was awesome and all, but i guess its time to move on. i wish i can get a even greater class than 4/7, even though that is pretty much impossible. i've decided to be an OGL next year, if i can and have done well in my studies. i want to pass on the nanyang love.

as for CCA, i've decided on photographic society and ISLE. though i'm not very sure about ISLE... will think about that decision more cos i'm afraid i wont be able to tahan the load of 2 ccas. but then again, both ccas quite slack and once a week only per cca.

my mind's still on the issue of money for my education and currently trying my best to try and get scholarships. i'm a wuss. i'm afraid of the unknown, and that has pretty much deterred me from doing alot of stuff in my life. i'm not sure if i should continue to let that stand in my way.



i'm also having insomnia and its fucking killing me. i dont know how much i can take. my mum says its the load of pressure i'm carrying, but i wonder who caused that, huh?

i'm currently having a lot of anger contained in me and i dont know how to let it out. i really hope i dont break. though i guess my life in the school department will deter that and thats why i love school. it gives me an outlet.

AND I WANT A DSLR. i dont know, i just want it. i love photography. i'm not a pro at it, i have zilch experience but its fun and i enjoy it. :D makes me forget stuff and concentrate.









CNY's a bitch, with all that family ribbing. never liked it. if i could, i would forgo CNY cause i dont really care about the angpows. but i cant and i also dont know why i am being so anti these days. no appetite, not enough sleep, no enthusiasm. it sucks.







oh well. got to go. sleep earlier for tmr's ribbing. AND my maths assignment. crap :(