wow. next thursday is my 17th birthday.

its just weird that it would arrive so quickly. time really doesnt wait for anyone at all. It seems like ytd when i had my disappointing 16th birthday.sucks that this year, my birthday is also the internal deadline for PI submission. sigh my birthday really sucks.

when i look back, i keep wondering if i had been using my time wisely. my hectic timetable and workload has really pushed me and i feel like i am currently a better person, even though my test results and homework standards may say otherwise. but i feel, that maybe, i have become more productive and at the same time, more tired. jc is really tiring. but 1105 makes everything worth while. it just saddens me to think of the short time we have together as a class. i will miss all of them :( though i cant wait to see them becoming botaks :D

some teachers and PI have been agitating me and infuriating me, but i think i'll pull through. there's no other way out, because poly is definitely not for me.

i have been...placing too many attention on unnecessary stuff, and i have been reflecting about it... and trying to change, to improve myself. its kinda weird that i'm doing this, because i'm not like that in sec schl. i'm not exactly focusing during lectures and my econs&chem are now pretty screwed up la. :( so sad. PI is now low ME, WHICH IS AWESOME and now i have to buck up to get EE. I WILL GET EE. NO MATTER WHAT. :D

and i feel so guilty for delaying the classtee... sigh once GPP is over and done with i'll get to work immediately... sigh. adrian says he doesnt do such stuff so yeah i'll have to TRY!!! :D pretty cool.



Work load is OVERWHELMING. though i'm sure i can get it done. its just the revision... :( feel so sad no time to study. :((






right, just a quick update on school. there's really no words to describe how great 1105 is or how lucky i am to be in this class. they're just awesome. :D

wish me luck for PI. *crosses finger*